hidup apa kah ini . pukul 9 malam aku da start rasa ngantuk tp mngagahkan diri untuk tgk tv and online sekejap then 12 lebih da selamat terbongkang atas katil . esok pagi pagi org pergi sekolah aku bangun solat subuh then melepet kat katil and tido laaaaaaagi . Okay baru cerita part ni aku da bole bukak mulut besar besar , bosan . arghhhh boringgggggnyaaaa hidup aku . err -______________-

Tibatiba teringat kat semua orang , semuaaa . tiada terkecuali . dari kwn sekolah rendah sampai la sedara mara aku nun jauh tuu . Kenapa ek ? Aku rasa ni laa akibat nya bila masa senang, happy memanjang senyum tak pernah tak sampai telinga sampai lupa org keliling . Syok sendiri dgn hidup yg tak berapa nak lama tu . Then bila rasa sunyi sikit mula ahh boringggg tahap gaban la apa la . Yes , my fault . Soooooory ramai yg terasa :(

Nakkk macam dulu kat maktab gelak sampai goyang goyang perut aku , kalau lapar call abg water front . Nakkkkk semua orangggg . Nak Feeda , Bulat , Diyana , Shabi , Atho , Sida , Wani , Nadhie , Mia , NadRaz , Pink and Nadia Senin ! Rindu ohhh maktab . MKA tolak tepi dulu aku merajuk dgn kau . Kat maktab boleh berborak tanpa skype dgn minah minah ni sampai tengah mlm buta kalau kat ruma skype conversation dia mcm pffftt taik gila . semua suara mcm robot low battery . mandi lambat nak pergi surau , rasa mcm explorace oh . kalu sempat lega ahh kalu tak jomm hadap Cikgu Wani . Ohhmaiii aku rindu baju kelawar aku colour kuning tuuuu , kat ruma dah tak pakai da punn =..=

Nak cakap , aku rasa kadang kadang kita tak perlu ada special relationship dgn someone if benda tu bole rosak kan relationship kita dgn orang sekeliling kita . Perlu ke kita jadi ignorance disebabkan a few nonsense thing ?  Kita abaikan family and kawan just for that reason .Hope tak and if benda ni berlaku aku harap sangat yang aku akan pilih kawan drpd the unpredictable relationship . Maaaaf dan babai .

p/s : If I hurt you I'm so sooryy it's not my intention . Once we're friend always we'll be .

Sobbbsobbb , wuarghh . sedihnyaaaa hari ni sehari suntuk tak dpt txt awak , bill da over the limit :'( Even dah call empat kali hari ni but it such nothing . Ohh apa ni , then tak tahu nak buat apa apa . Since I've nothing to do so I like all the best quotes kat fb . And for sure laa kan mlm ni sy tido awl because no texting or skyp-ing . Wait , mmg akan mcm ni ke setiap hari , err ? *tutup muka . Sy bole kena stroke lepas ni . but then nak buat mcm mne kan , dah mmg begitu . Hmm sy harap sy bole buat something yg dpt busy kan life routine sy , so that tak la sy meroyan sgt kan . Oh  , sory tak reply that ily , trkesima sekejap and clueless but I love you too and I miss you :) Do take care and jgn lupa to take your meal okay comel .

:'(

but remember this 

 And this what I always think about 

I'm done thinking, that you could ever change.
I know my heart will never be the same,
but I'm telling myself I'll be okay,
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.
I get a little bit stronger.

 A Little Bit Stronger . Yeahh Sara Evans I am hoping so .

Life is full with obstacles which is give by God to make us more stronger to face the 

reality of life in the future . 

Ohh please don't let me down by your words . I can't bear , it just painful and killing me inside .

Hiiiiii , belum terlambat lagi kan untuk cakap Happy New Year ! twothousandeleven pergi , dtg pula twothousandtwelve . Ohh I will miss you la two zero one one , sobsobbb :'( All the memories dalam 20011 were wonderful . Tak kesah la memories yang happy atau sedih , hitam atau putih , it's somehow mengajar kita how life is and buat kita appreciate all the things yg happen dalam hidup kita . 

Bak kata tumblr ,

In life we take the test before we learn the lesson which is inverse in school

 we learn the lesson before we take the test .

So , accept life and live the life to the max :) Thanks everyone , I miss the times we had together . I loveee you semuaa tak kira la yg besar yg kecil yg tinggi mahupun yg rendah ♥