being a girl is complicated

Td bru blek dr jmpe cousin ak yg otak dy takk brape na center . Ni scnd tyme jmpe dy since hols ni . As usual dy cte sume psl dy ang same goes to me . Andd ttbe kami plan nak kuar rabu ni , sbb cuti da na abes andd tyme tuhh wayang tga mura :) Dy nakk ble bag and kasut skola . Plan nak kuar kami je and our sis yg sme umo . No boys allowed . Huu , seronok nye ^^ . Ak da sedia maklum yg ak mmg ta bole naik bas , so ak mmg da plan yg pergi balik ayah ak amek . Cousin ak pun takesa . But then , ble ckp kat mak ak dgn excited nye , mak ak pun ckp no dgn pantasnye * gilaa sakit jntung ak dgr , huaaaaaahhh ! :'( . Nakk pergi ! Kejap je . Sumpa ak ta buad apeape yg nonsense .

Mak ak still ckp takk and ak da guling guling merengek mcm budak terencat bg mcm mcm alasan . Mak ak ble ckp tak , so mmg takk la kan . Mak ak ckp kat luar tuhh mcm mcm hal da jd , tgk cine tuhh . Ciss , skrg ak rse mcm nak sepak terajang je muka cine bngang yg kne rogol dekat dekat nan uma ak tuhh ! Psl kau mak aku takk bg kua dol . Kau la yg salah ngok , pegi date tga tga mlm pkai seksi seksi spe sruh ?? Then , ak pn trlibat sme . Warghhh .. Ak takesa pn if makk ak na psg body guard bpe puluh pn , asl kan ak bole kua nan cousin ak .

Bkn la batak sgt na kua , mcm org ta pena kua ruma lak kan . But , spnjang hols ni , ak mmg takk hangout nan spe spe . All the times nan family , bkn ta suke but appreciate sgt . Ni pn bkn kua nan spe , part of fmli gak . Mak ak sgt risau kan ak , thnks ibu . Entah la tatau na buad ape , ignore this feelin or terus mnerus rebel . Tp mmg ak takk trus rebel la kan , dushh ak mmg ta smpai aty  ! But ak sndiri yg suffer :(

p/s : Seems like a small matter that should forget it rite ? But it's about me . A trust . Howeva , I still lovee you , Ibu .