Lame gila ta update blog ni , hee da brsawang abes da . Busy bercuti ahaks :) Yeahh , tade la pegy mne pun actually tp jarang kat ruma . Berfoya - foya same family , hukk . Tabiat harian aku da mcm ape , tdo lagi 15 minit subuh and bgn bbrpe mnit je nak zuhur . Teratur kan ? Tak kesa la weekend or weekdays , dushh . Mne la mak aku ta jd tarzan kat ruma ni , hee . Smalam dgn hppy nye aku tido pkol 7 am semata-mata nak khatam bce blogg faberet aku http://zackzukhairi.blogspot.com/*Sila tekan and tak rugi punya:) . Bestt tahap karma ! Woot woot :D Tp gilaa , post dye mcm tamau berbukit lagi . Byk , and sume nye ad value trsendiri , hee .
Bce blogg mamat ni buad aku excited nak study oversea ! Dehh , mangkuk. Pointer this sem mcm 3.9 je, haha. Berangan gilaa :) 3.5 pun ta lps okaay . Ap pun syukur itu penting , kan kan . So thanks God fer everything ^^ . And aku kne admit yg bnde alaa ni mmg buad aku tak keruan , peratus berangan dan khayalan aku mningkat secara mndadak *benggong -________-
Impian most of Si Dara ..
Cantik
Tinggi
Kurus
Straight hair
Kulit putih melepak
Mmiliki hero yg handsome , baik , kaya , caring , romantic , understnding
But bnde ni laa yg susa na dapat . Act kte yg ta brsyukur , tuhan maha mngetahui so ap yg kte ad tuu mmg ssuai dgn dri kte but eventho kte da tau ayat yg familiar ni tp kte still buad buad ta phm and ask fer the thing that really ta bwk ap ap mkne kat life kte . So got it myra ? Life is complicated compared to the idiot life .
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It's stupid kan ble terhegeh - hegeh kat org lain ? Huh , skrg ni bru mate aku bole brfungsi dgn baik . And i not need Purple anymore . Get loss . Aku rse bngang gila suka kau nak mati tahap gaban . Ap aku dpt kan , last last kau ske blockmate aku gak kan . Bodo . Punyaa la aku excited stalk kau tiap ary bagai org gila tak mkn obat stahun . Tnggu txt kau smpai da nak beruban , still tde . If phone ak vibrate sbb txt kau msok , punya la aku brlari satu bilik tuu , sengal ubi betol . Yg cetek nye aku ni , pegi buad ulbs psl kau . Duhh , kesilapan tebesa ! * Malu bkn kepalang . Ermm aku tau kau da tau kan aku ske kau ? Then hapy ta dpt sepak aku jao jao mcm tu je ?? Bestt kan . Mcm org bodo tiap ary aku tgk kau nan si dia hapy hapy waktu prep , brr rse na sepak je muka sekor sekor = =' . Jntung ak mcm da nak mletop and bdn ak mcm da kne stroke ble bce txt mesra korang berdua . And i couldnt stand it anymore , huh sume org ad tahap kesabaran nye kan . So , sme la ak . Da org tmau kan , ap bole buad . Before that , aku TARIK balek ayat yg aku ckp tyme kat ulbs tuu ble ckgu bi aku tnye "Do you still like him ?" . Aku "ALWAYS"
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SORRY :( , ak tde niat sikit pun na main kan kau or buad kau sedih . Ak just tmau bg hrapan kat kau lagi mcm pena aku buad dulu . Yupp , that's my fault . Aku mngaku aku pena suka kat kau dulu but not now . Knape ?? Ak pun tatau knape . Suddenly je sume tuu happen . Ak rse jd kwn lbh btter and terus terang aku ta suke lebih lebih . Ak rse somthing yg buad aku brsalah dgn dri sndiri . Seriously . Nmpk mcm ak selfish kan ? Ta kesa la if tu yg kau pk psl psl but ak really sory . Ak ta bole na jd mcm dlu lagi . And trsngat sory psl ak sebok sebok psl life kau . Ak tak ptot buad cmtu and sory sory again :( Skrg ak ta kesa kau na buad ap , bcause ur life is your's not mine . Ak mmg jahat kan , selfish , tade hati perut ? SORYY SGT . THANKS and SORRY fer everything . Btw , kau mmg kwn yg amat baik . *****
Pedihh kan ble tak bole puas kan hati org ? And lagi pedih ble org ta puas hati dgn kite . It's called L.I.F.E ! Tak sume bnde kite buad org suke , bg kte tu la yg the best but bg org "Susa sgt ke nak tlg dgn ikhlas ha ?" Bukan kutok sesape but this is the reality . KEHIDUPAN . Ble org ckp camtu cuma tuhan je la tau ap ad dlm hati . Berapi , jgn ckp la marak gilaa . Sedih ? Tahan je dr jd waterfall . Mcm nak ckp balek je "I've try the best" . Tp lantak la , diam lagi baikk . Settle . Tp sape bole tahan ???! Tau ta outside i smile , inside i cry :'( Ap dose ak smpaikan sume bnde salah ? Sory gilaa sbb ak mmg ta bole jd ap yg kau na but know this , i always hope that one day you'll know that i've do everything to make you smile eventho you never noticed it and and sory i couldnt be the best like others . Not my intention to tease you , i thought it was a joke that could make you smile and happy , but im definitely wrong . It hurt you , and soryy again i dont mean it . And you never know that I really care about you and really lovee you and never forget to pray fer you happiness in the world and life after.p/s : Life is too short, so kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truly and forgive quickly :)
